I DelvE

I have traveled across the Universe through the years..space and time against me..
To find HER
Sometimes going all the way is just another way saying
Its just the start!!!

WHO is=Perfect MaTcH

Well before I start this post, a small introduction about my Entropy Generation Minimization Prof Dr. Sobel- He is a Phd/Dr from from MIT..period. I dont think I need to say more.

Early-for my standards anything before noon- Monday morning after his class, I went to discuss about the paper we were planning to write on entropy analysis for my anode flow field. He, as usual gave certain guidelines and work to keep me busy for atleast a month :)...when discussing certain important issues he noticed that there was a voice message for him. He pressed the button, it was his wife; it said-'Hi honey have a question in math'..BEEP....

Seeing the curiosity on my face Dr Sobel said 'Nikesh' I know what you are thinking...its not a complicated (math) question ..trust me..' I then asked him if his wife was also from MIT, he grinned and said my wife cant add two numbers...This was something I never expected. With an astonished look on my face, I asked him if he married a 'non-engineer'.

This is what he told me ' Nikesh is there a law that says an engineer has to marry an engineer; she may not be the brightest kid , she may be 1/infinity times as good as you in Math, but her apple pies can melt even the best of brains!! she is a sweetheart..someone that many men dream of having in their lifetime'. This conversation immediately reminded me of my Dad..I always asked him 'Pa you are a Doc from one of the best Medical Schools in India what made you fall in love and eventually marry someone like Ma who has a major in Arts, and he used to say Niki its small imperfections and differences like these that make life so exciting , imagine if everything was perfect then there would be nothing to look for the next day. He always gave Ma half the credit for whatever he achieved , and he always concluded saying son trust your wife at least when it comes to Tax computations :)'

The probability of me finding my perfect match tends to zero, or even better I think I'm in a strong position to believe its zero :)..the reasons fall out as follows
->She should be a grl (this leaves me with half the humans on earth) P1
--->She should be an engineer (this leaves like what 0.000000.....1 the population of women)P2
----->At the time she should be between age 24-28 (divide the above number by 3, assuming the deaths from tom grow exponentially thanks t0 inefficient doctors :)--hi Pa)P3
------>She should appreciate fluids and heat transfer (divide the above number by an appropriate big number)P4
l..................
l............... }--Lots of other factors like Indian..short hair..blah blah.etc.
l......Pi

------->the biggest factor of course she has to be shorter than or equal to my height---->all of the above means..Pn
P(of grl becoming Nikis wife)=~O(p1*p2*p3*......*pn)

LIFE IS ALWAYS A TRADE-OFF

Phew!!!...back to design a hydrogen JT refrigeration system to remove 20W at 20 K...btw if anyone knows anything about JT systems help me I'm in Dire Straits as you can see.

Hail to the UnSunG HeRoEs

As whole of India celebrates the T20 world cup win, I remain silent worried more about whats happening to our national game HOCKEY. I really think its a more demanding and tactful game than cricket; T20 at least.
Our hockey team has done really well in the past but no real appreciation has gone their way. On the other hand you have millions being offered to cricketers and homes being donated by Sahara.
Recently India won the Asian cup and half the people back home dint even know there was a hockey tournament, whats more shocking is that the team entered finals defeating tough teams such as South Korea and the sports minister who was supposed to be the chief guest for the final never even appeared..What an A!@ HOLE.
This blog is dedicated to all those Unsung Heroes who really deserved all the true Appreciation. Good job; hopefully hockey gets more recognition in the future. I'm just a student yearning to rise the awareness of hockey in India, I only wish I can do something better.

Mama Said....

Troubles will come and they will pass....
Go find a woman and you'll find love.....
And don't forget son...
There is always someone above.....

Learn To let Go :)

---Article from The Times of India
We tend to cling to every object in our lives. We hold on to our profession, relationship or possession as if our entire world depends on them. We are so busy clinging to our own lives, that we have forgotten to live with the flow. We are afraid to move ahead, afraid to let go.
Life in essence is like an unobstructed, unrestrained, uncontrolled flow of a river. Life flows at its own pace and the ultimate source of all our pain and sufferings is our tendency to cling to and obstruct the flow. Professional life stagnates, relationships are broken, possessions are lost; all because we refused to let go when we were actually required to let things take their own course.
Why do we cling? We cling because change scares us; we cling because we are afraid to face the unknown, to face challenges; we cling because we feel secure if the status quo is maintained; we cling because we refuse to believe that life can never be static; because we refuse to accept the transience of everything; we believe that everything is in our hands. We do not have enough faith in life and that higher force which is omnipotent and omnipresent. In the chaos of existence, we have lost touch with our higher self. Most of us lead a life which is similar to that of a child who is lost in a crowd, separated from his guardians. He has nobody to place his faith on. He is afraid, insecure, suspicious about everyone and everything.
We live under the false illusion of having everything under our control. The spirit of getting things done becomes a problem when we continue to cling on even after we have exhorted all our efforts. We are overwhelmed by a sense of despair and disillusion when things move beyond our control. It is at this stage we need to learn to let go. Several times relationships are broken just because we tried too hard to make them work. We didn’t give the breathing space they required to grow. We didn’t let go and let them take their own course.
Professionally or personally, once all the efforts are made towards achieving a goal, we must learn to let go and let life take the best course. It might or might not be of one’s choice, but if we have faith, we will realise that it inevitably is the best course. We need to believe that forces above us are far better equipped to make judgments for us. We must learn to have faith in their judgment. Letting go, however, does not mean turning into a fatalist. One cannot sit idle in life and expect life to take care of itself. Karma, the fulfilment of one’s duties is the ultimate objective of all human existence and if we fail to fulfil our duties towards life, life inevitably fails us.
When God gives us dreams, He shares them with us. Whatever we consider our dreams, are actually His dreams and He gives us the capability to realise them. The part we are required to play is to ensure the optimum usage of the capabilities bestowed upon us. And once we have played our part with utmost honesty and effort, we need to let go, step aside and let God step in to fulfil our dreams. After all, they are His dreams, too.

Poetic Murder

The Gibbs equations are of prime importance when it comes to problem solving in any thermal oriented subject. The two equations are 'similar' and give the same information.
GIBBS1: dh=Tds-vdp
GIBBS 2:du=Tds-pdv
But the conditions to apply GIBBS1 and GIBBS2 are different. I always get confused as to which equation is to be applied...so I decided to make a this poem ---

ROSES ARE RED
VIOLETS ARE BLUE
Open systems use 'h'
Closed systems use 'u'

Without Me

When sometimes....
The Sky fails to shine..
No moon...Stars missing....
When you are all alone....
When you get scared...
All you have to do is turn back...
And I'll be there filling the empty space :)

When sometimes....
The sky fails to bring sunshine...
No sun...Clouds Filling...
When you get all wet...
When you get scared...
All you have to do is look up...
And I'll be there in every drop...

When sometimes.....
This life fails to make you Smile...
No Happiness...Punishing..
When you get no love..
When you feel all all alone....
All you have to do is...
Think of the first time you had my shoulders....
And I'll be there to support you ALWAYS....

Sometimes...
When I miss you...
When I feel the pain...
All I do is hide it within me...
See you smile

Sometimes...
All you have to know is
WE was is and will always be the better part of ME :)

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SomeDAY....

Someday I'll know
why time moves only forward....
Someday I'll know
why GOD made so many stars and just one sky...
Someday I'll know
why I dance in front of the mirror...Everyday
Someday I'll know
why God aint with -with you and me.....
Someday I'll know
MY way.....
Someday I'll know
why I cry..when I'm not with YOU
Someday I'll know
what true love is....
Someday I'll know
why Romeo fell in love with Juliet....
Someday I'll know
why I just can't sing...
Someday I'll know
If my shoulders are ready to support you....
Someday I'll know
if my love can really move a mountain....
Someday I'll know
why so many questions have no answers...
Someday U'll know
I was the one for you.....
........................................................And that day is not far........

'Lift ' your thought

Scenario 1: You have an elevator( popularly known as lift) ' elevator A' that ascends upward/descends downward at a slow pace meaning acceleration is low.

Scenario 2: You have an elevator say 'elevator B' that has greater acceleration.

Which of the elevators do you think will be more efficient and why?

If your a mechanical engineer, if you cant answer this kill yourself. I'm serious :)

If you consider yourself to be an engineer...give it a shot

All the Best!!!

Ambition

Hurdles???...screw you I only see my goal

Research 2 :)

The more time you take to work on ur research the less you have to show to your advisor :)

Research :)

My take on Research----
Research is nothing and reporting elegantly the nothing you do/did. :)

:)...To My besteeessssstttttt Friend

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Transmission third world war third round

A decade of the weapon of sound above ground

Ain't no shelter if you're looking for shadeI lick shots at the brutal charade

As the polls close like a casket

On truth devoured

A silent play on the shadow of power

A spectacle monopolized

The camera's eye on choice disguised

Was it cast for the mass who burn and toil?

Or for the vultures who thirst for blood and oil?

A spectacle monopolized

They hold the reins and stole your eyes

The fistagons bullets and bombs

Who stuff the banksWho staff the party ranks

More for Gore or the son of a drug lord

None of the above fuck it cut the cord

Lights out guerilla radio

Turn that shit upLights out guerilla radio

Turn that shit upLights out guerilla radio

Turn that shit upLights out guerilla radio

Contact I highjack the frequencies

Blockin' the beltway

Move on DCWay past the days of bombin' mc's

Sound off Mumia Guan be freeWho gottem yo check the federal file

All you pen devils know the trial was vile

An army of pigs trying to silence my style

Off 'em all out that box it's my radio dial

Lights out guerilla radio

Turn that shit upLights out guerilla radio

Turn that shit upLights out guerilla radio

Turn that shit upLights out guerilla radio

It has to start somewhereIt has to start sometime

What better place than here

What better time than now

All hell can't stop us now

All hell can't stop us now

All hell can't stop us now

All hell can't stop us now

All hell can't stop us now

All hell can't stop us now

tiMinG----???

dented with thoughts and deadlines... I feel that sometimes time is too less in our hands....
My thought: Y cant we think that time can move in parallel...why should it be sequential..are we limited by our senses/perception??
reminds me of an amazing kannada song :)..our band fav
If u come today ur too early (pronounced yarly)
If u come tom ur too late(pronounced too lite)...:d:D:)

The ONE

When I first walked with you
I wondered how did I miss you for such ..
A long time...
The door has opened wide...
As i see your smile behind the bright sky...I wondered
How did i miss you for so long...
Was I blind....

I sacrifice now to YOU without a fight
I walk beside you
Wherever you are
Whatever it takes
No matter how far

And today ...your image
Wandered through my head
I smiled just like a baby
As I lay awake in bed

Im learning all about my life By looking through your eyes....... Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
Just walk beside me and be my friend forever.

Your done ...Long Ago.....

You've wasted your moments
Your time...
Your isolated
Times escaping.....
Your done....you have none....
Your life is now a compromise .....
A meaningless sacrifice.....

Pain is what you get...
Loss is what you will have....
How is this feeling....Is it killing you
I told you...I warned you
But sometimes it falls on deaf ears...
Your life is now a compromise
A meaningless sacrifice....


.....All i can tell u is STAY Alive
In your isolated life........

For ThE sOrE hEaRt

when the end is near...faster than than you think......all you can do SMILE




------leave

Its amazing
How you make your face just like a wall
How you take your heart and turn it off
How I turn my head and lose it all

Its unnerving
How just one move puts me by myself
There you go just trusting someone else
Now I know I put us both through hell

Im not saying there wasnt nothing wrong
I just didnt think youd ever get tired of me
Im now saying we ever had the right to hold on
I just didnt wanna let it get away from me

But if thats how its gonna leave
Straight out from underneath
Then well see whos sorry now
If thats how its gonna stand, when
You know youve been depending on
The one youre leaving now
The one youre leaving out

Its aggravating
How you threw me on and you tore me out
How your good intentions turn to doubt
The way you needed time to sort it out

Im not saying there wasnt nothing wrong
I just didnt think youd ever get tired of me
Im now saying we ever had the right to hold on
I just didnt wanna let it get away from me

But if thats how its gonna leave
Straight out from underneath
Then well see whos sorry now
If thats how its gonna stand, when
You know youve been depending on
The one youre leaving now
The one youre leaving out

The one youre leaving now
The one youre leaving out

Im not saying there wasnt nothing wrong
I just didnt think youd ever get tired of me

But if thats how its gonna leave
Straight out from underneath
Then well see whos sorry now
If thats how its gonna stand, when
You know youve been depending on
The one youre leaving now
The one youre leaving out

Tell me is that how its going to end
When you know youve been depending on
The one youre leaving now
And the one youre leaving out

The one youre leaving now
The one youre leaving out

i RAISE.....frm the DEAD

Most of us are caught up with trepidation inside us....and we all know the only way to RAISE is to defeat it....
Ive compared this feeling to a girl and the name of this girl is FEAR.....the first part Paradise Lost talks about the struggle and the second part Paradise Regained is a small part talking about how he runs into this new girl...STRENGTH


Paradise Lost

Caught in my own mind
Insecurity u created in me....Killing me
Falling in this unknown
Your arms fail to hold me
I fall into your arms.......The ARMS OF SORROW

Little did I notice the EVIL in you
Blinded.....Your Shadow falls on me
Deafened by the ECHO of your voice
Stung by your touch...Poisoned

I'm taking a deep breath
You know ill fight this battle
I will give it all my might
I plunge into...
YOUR arms...The ARMS OF SORROW

Little did I notice the EVIL in you
Blinded.....Your Shadow falls on me
Deafened by the ECHO of your voice
Stung by your touch...Poisoned

As I look to your eyes ...
Your ashamed.....I see fear in your eyes
You exist because I LIVE
Without me I know you will be IMPRISONED

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Paradise Regained

You will be alone
Kill the daemons inside you
It was not easy....Leaving you
But in the distance I see NEW LOVE NEW HOPE

I run run..
Tired but still..
I plunge into
Your arms.....ARMS THAT SHIELD ME

I leave you
I know you are a SUN
In someone else's sky
Not mine....Your defeated

I run run..
Tired but still..
I plunge into
Your arms.....ARMS THAT SHIELD ME...NEW LOVE NEW HOPE