Ambition

Hurdles???...screw you I only see my goal

Research 2 :)

The more time you take to work on ur research the less you have to show to your advisor :)

Research :)

My take on Research----
Research is nothing and reporting elegantly the nothing you do/did. :)

:)...To My besteeessssstttttt Friend

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Transmission third world war third round

A decade of the weapon of sound above ground

Ain't no shelter if you're looking for shadeI lick shots at the brutal charade

As the polls close like a casket

On truth devoured

A silent play on the shadow of power

A spectacle monopolized

The camera's eye on choice disguised

Was it cast for the mass who burn and toil?

Or for the vultures who thirst for blood and oil?

A spectacle monopolized

They hold the reins and stole your eyes

The fistagons bullets and bombs

Who stuff the banksWho staff the party ranks

More for Gore or the son of a drug lord

None of the above fuck it cut the cord

Lights out guerilla radio

Turn that shit upLights out guerilla radio

Turn that shit upLights out guerilla radio

Turn that shit upLights out guerilla radio

Contact I highjack the frequencies

Blockin' the beltway

Move on DCWay past the days of bombin' mc's

Sound off Mumia Guan be freeWho gottem yo check the federal file

All you pen devils know the trial was vile

An army of pigs trying to silence my style

Off 'em all out that box it's my radio dial

Lights out guerilla radio

Turn that shit upLights out guerilla radio

Turn that shit upLights out guerilla radio

Turn that shit upLights out guerilla radio

It has to start somewhereIt has to start sometime

What better place than here

What better time than now

All hell can't stop us now

All hell can't stop us now

All hell can't stop us now

All hell can't stop us now

All hell can't stop us now

All hell can't stop us now

tiMinG----???

dented with thoughts and deadlines... I feel that sometimes time is too less in our hands....
My thought: Y cant we think that time can move in parallel...why should it be sequential..are we limited by our senses/perception??
reminds me of an amazing kannada song :)..our band fav
If u come today ur too early (pronounced yarly)
If u come tom ur too late(pronounced too lite)...:d:D:)

The ONE

When I first walked with you
I wondered how did I miss you for such ..
A long time...
The door has opened wide...
As i see your smile behind the bright sky...I wondered
How did i miss you for so long...
Was I blind....

I sacrifice now to YOU without a fight
I walk beside you
Wherever you are
Whatever it takes
No matter how far

And today ...your image
Wandered through my head
I smiled just like a baby
As I lay awake in bed

Im learning all about my life By looking through your eyes....... Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
Just walk beside me and be my friend forever.

Your done ...Long Ago.....

You've wasted your moments
Your time...
Your isolated
Times escaping.....
Your done....you have none....
Your life is now a compromise .....
A meaningless sacrifice.....

Pain is what you get...
Loss is what you will have....
How is this feeling....Is it killing you
I told you...I warned you
But sometimes it falls on deaf ears...
Your life is now a compromise
A meaningless sacrifice....


.....All i can tell u is STAY Alive
In your isolated life........

For ThE sOrE hEaRt

when the end is near...faster than than you think......all you can do SMILE




------leave

Its amazing
How you make your face just like a wall
How you take your heart and turn it off
How I turn my head and lose it all

Its unnerving
How just one move puts me by myself
There you go just trusting someone else
Now I know I put us both through hell

Im not saying there wasnt nothing wrong
I just didnt think youd ever get tired of me
Im now saying we ever had the right to hold on
I just didnt wanna let it get away from me

But if thats how its gonna leave
Straight out from underneath
Then well see whos sorry now
If thats how its gonna stand, when
You know youve been depending on
The one youre leaving now
The one youre leaving out

Its aggravating
How you threw me on and you tore me out
How your good intentions turn to doubt
The way you needed time to sort it out

Im not saying there wasnt nothing wrong
I just didnt think youd ever get tired of me
Im now saying we ever had the right to hold on
I just didnt wanna let it get away from me

But if thats how its gonna leave
Straight out from underneath
Then well see whos sorry now
If thats how its gonna stand, when
You know youve been depending on
The one youre leaving now
The one youre leaving out

The one youre leaving now
The one youre leaving out

Im not saying there wasnt nothing wrong
I just didnt think youd ever get tired of me

But if thats how its gonna leave
Straight out from underneath
Then well see whos sorry now
If thats how its gonna stand, when
You know youve been depending on
The one youre leaving now
The one youre leaving out

Tell me is that how its going to end
When you know youve been depending on
The one youre leaving now
And the one youre leaving out

The one youre leaving now
The one youre leaving out

i RAISE.....frm the DEAD

Most of us are caught up with trepidation inside us....and we all know the only way to RAISE is to defeat it....
Ive compared this feeling to a girl and the name of this girl is FEAR.....the first part Paradise Lost talks about the struggle and the second part Paradise Regained is a small part talking about how he runs into this new girl...STRENGTH


Paradise Lost

Caught in my own mind
Insecurity u created in me....Killing me
Falling in this unknown
Your arms fail to hold me
I fall into your arms.......The ARMS OF SORROW

Little did I notice the EVIL in you
Blinded.....Your Shadow falls on me
Deafened by the ECHO of your voice
Stung by your touch...Poisoned

I'm taking a deep breath
You know ill fight this battle
I will give it all my might
I plunge into...
YOUR arms...The ARMS OF SORROW

Little did I notice the EVIL in you
Blinded.....Your Shadow falls on me
Deafened by the ECHO of your voice
Stung by your touch...Poisoned

As I look to your eyes ...
Your ashamed.....I see fear in your eyes
You exist because I LIVE
Without me I know you will be IMPRISONED

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Paradise Regained

You will be alone
Kill the daemons inside you
It was not easy....Leaving you
But in the distance I see NEW LOVE NEW HOPE

I run run..
Tired but still..
I plunge into
Your arms.....ARMS THAT SHIELD ME

I leave you
I know you are a SUN
In someone else's sky
Not mine....Your defeated

I run run..
Tired but still..
I plunge into
Your arms.....ARMS THAT SHIELD ME...NEW LOVE NEW HOPE

The Way I see.....IT

Well addicted to Cafe Latte in Star 'bucks' I'm already on the path of spending 2.41'BUCKS'(at least) a day on my coffee."Well I like my coffee as i Like my Women HOT". Well most of the times I go for a single tall latte, at times I prefer double shot latte......--Niki ur goddamn brain is again diverting u frm the reason you wanted this blog to be written.......---
Oopsie hmmm.....now every cup of Starbucks comes with a interesting view point often drilled by someone great and famous and sometimes given by some 'unknown'. Frankly the vIeWs on a tall cup is boring and mundane.....keeping this in Mind I decided to buy a Grande size Latte today...and to my surprise the view was an awesome n interesting one...here it is
' Imagine a world in which every single person on the planet is given free access to the sum of all human knowledge.Wikis gives us a place where anyone who is kind, thoughtful and intelligent can come and join us in building a better and rational world'-Jimi Wales (Founder of Wikipedia)
Well its just not coffee at Starbucks.......

With an Imaginary YOU....

A closed room four walls......

.....the only sound..... echo of ur breath

...a smile seen in the portrait....two hearts so close..

....each giving fate a fighting chance .....

Tomorrow a brand new day brings in hope....a surety of togetherness...

A promise made is a promise kept ....thats a promise.....

Tears never to be shed...if shed remember im here to wipe them off ur face.....

The smile on ur face is the joy of my life......

Memories ignite...An old currency gives new strength...photos stick in the wallet ....

the missing ear....the missing hug...a shoulder feeling light without a small but heavy head missing on it

A kiss for the night...a kiss for the portrait...

Tonight is no different..

The Power of ONE............

One love
One blood
One life
You got to do what you should

One life
With each other
Sisters
Brothers

One life
But were not the same
We get to carry each other
Carry each other

One...........UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

My Sweet Lord...

YOU have given me so much..still I dont even dedicate a a full Hr to you...I've commited so many sins still u always forgive me......I cant see you...i cant feel you...but still there can never be a day without remembering you for atleast a few seconds.....I feel the I'm strongest when Im with you praying...I feel I'm the toughest whn I touch your feet.....My trust and faith in you will never lessen...Thanx for everything..,..wHATEVER i'M wATEVER i DO ITS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU....

pallavi
krishna nee bEganE baarO
anupallavi
bEganE baarO mukavannu tOrO (krishna nee bEganE baarO)
caraNam 1
kaalaalandhigE gejje niladhabaavuli nilavarNane naaTya maaduta baarO(krishna nee bEganE baarO)
caraNam 2
Odiyalli odigejje beraLalli ongurakoraLalli haakita vajayantimaalE(krishna nee bEganE baarO)
caraNam 3
kaasi peeTambara kaiyalli koLalupushita shreegandha mayallOLagamma!(krishna nee bEganE baarO)
caraNam 4
taayige baayalli jagavannu toritajagadhOdhaaraka namma uDupi shree krishna (krishna nee bEganE baarO)

Trust----->Who??

I was talking to a frnd yest and we were talking bout how things change so fast in so less time...ppl being so friendly all of sudden start hating u...everything turns upside down....pain comes frm the most unexpected quarters sometimes...i also believe in this 'whn ppl give u shit give them more shit '.....i usually dont follow this but at times trust me ive put ppl thru misery till they beg for forgiveness...Not ready to be nice.....also never expect anything good from anyone...everyones fake....they r not as good or worth as u think they are....this is one of my Fav songs reminds me of the college days we used to belt this in our cars and speed....this is Trust from Megadeth---

Lost in a dream
Nothing is what it seems
Searching my head
For the words that you said
Tears filled my eyes
As we said our last goodbyes
The sad scene replays
Of you walking away

My body aches from mistakes
Betrayed by lust
We lied to each other so much
That in nothing we trust

Time and again
She repeats lets be friends
I smile and say yes
Another truth bends,
I must confess

I try to let go, but I know
Well never end til were dust
We lied to each other again
But I wish I could trust

My body aches from mistakes
Betrayed by lust
We lied to each other so much
That in nothing we trust

God help me please, on my knees
Betrayed by lust
We lied to each other so much
Now theres nothing we trust

How could this be happening to me
Im lying when I say, trust me
I cant believe this is true
Trust hurts
Why does trust equal suffering

Absolutely nothing we trust

Also listen to the song
http://youtube.com/watch?v=61VSkYLragA
Megadeth bck to my Gods

A SiLeNt WISH..........

In life small things/events matter more than huge/ important events......U might be hurt when a small belonging given to you by ur love like a signature note ,photo is lost or broken,but it wouldnt matter much to u if you screwed up your car,bike etc......
You tend to remember small unimportant events like the first sms frm ur love ur first conversation with her/him and u would care least bout an SMS frm a friend who conveyed that u got a job...U can remember her/his first smile but you cant remember the name your 1st std teacher u laid the foundation for your success...
How does our brain follow this natural selection process.....whats the criteria for this selection...this being the case im forced to believe that there is a strong relation between two of our organs THE HEART and THE BRAIN.....and it would be Naive to conclude that both function independently....What is this relation??....Well it might require some great math,a complex algorithm,a complicated signal,individualistic dependency,a never ending chemical reaction, to simply put its something only that stays in the complex domain and it would be something always unknown for the less mortal:man...
But the day we get to understand 'this' strange phenomena there would be less people hurt and the world will be a better place to live.....
.....This is MY Silent wish...shhhhhhhh

Rubina......

Some of the best composed songs/music ;are those which the artists dedicate to their LOVE......guess im at the liberty of classifying such songs as Serenades,songs dedicated to their loved ones.....

I hear ur whispers
It Brings me back to those days
I revisit time through memories
A few will never be erased......permanent.....

There a lot of Serenades,popular ones being Layla from Eric Clapton The Bard Song, Fade from Staind(written remembering his ex grl frnd).Whats common in such songs is the intensity in lyrics,intensity of music ,notes chords all powerful and it will surely create an everlasting impression in our mind more importantly in our hearts......

When i lose my passion
When i lose trust in this world
UR the only friend i turn too
The worlds so cold the world is Gone...
The worlds gone wrong way too far for way too long.......

One song that has amazed me, one of the few songs where i can feel all emotions through its music,one of the few songs that makes you remember ur loved ones and the best part being -this song has no lyrics......This being the case its even difficult to express emotions because you have to convert emotions to chords lead bass n drums and not put emotions into words.

Your acts have captivated me
Ur screams are chasing me
This pain is all too much....
Will you hold my my hand through all this
Theres too much that time cannot erase......

The song is called Rubina, its from one of my favorite artists Joe Satriani.He composed this song and dedicated it to his wife/then grl friend.For me every time i listen to this song it brings out a smile.The structure of the song its simplicity ,the harmonic tunes its simple time signature a middle bass solo the bend notes the repeat of the most melodious chorus all add to the essence of this well composed song.Not all girls are lucky when it comes to their boyfriends taking the pain in composing a song for them.One of my own band mate composed a song to his girl friend the entire song frm lyrics to the music...i witnessed the joy in her eyes whn she heard it.....to date we are proud of him so is she.....awwwwwwwww!!!.

Its so hard to tell myself
That ur not with me...this moment...this min
But though ur still with me....
I feel alone.....
Im here to wipe off all those tears n fears...
Im ur yours for years.....

RUBINA...RUBINA...wat a lucky girl.....to have such a lovely song in her name...listen to it if u have a chance....ull understand the power of love!!!....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vYJswf61-f4
Click on the link...and get lost in thoughts....

Bright Bright shinny days....ahead for us

yup yup....no time to write songs ...have time just to copy n paste stuff...new original stuff will be out soon tentative date march after Math Phd prelim quals....till thn enjoy the mood of being loved thru mushy songs...

Don't know much about history
Don't know much biology
Don't know much about science books
Don't know much about the french I took
But I do know that I love you And I know that if you loved me too
What a wonderful world this would be
Don't know much about geography
Don't know much trigonometry
Don't know much about algebra
Don't know what a slide rule is for
But I know that one and one is two
And if this one could be with you
What a wonderful world this would be
Now I don't claim to be an A student
But I'm tryin' to be Oh maybe by being an A student, baby I can win your love for me
Don't know much about history
Don't know much biology
Don't know much about science books
Don't know much about the french I took
But I do know that I love you And I know that if you loved me too
What a wonderful world this would be
But I do know that I love you
And I know that if you loved me too What a wonderful world this would be

A SeNsIbLe MaiL frm my frnd a few months bck :-)

wHN I feel alone wnn i feel let down, i ve got this mail which ive starred...and it bring a smile on my face no matter wat my mood is....
Heres the mail------->wat a wonderful idiotic frnd :-)
Hello Amigos..FYI, today was supposed 2 b Nikesh’s last day in Wipro (the news resulted in a drastic n never imagined result..every1 in Wipro including Premji had a smile playin on their lips today I heard..don blame them :) ) but then the news that v had 2 tolerate the idiot till monday :( :(Jokes apart, as I was thinking of today’s “Thot for the day” on my way 2 the office, the words which struck me were “Don’t cry that it got over, smile that it happened”. But, on second thoughts, those words did not strike a chord nor did they seem appropriate, coz, as a wise man once said, a friendship which can end, never did really start in the first place. So, Nikesh, it’s not a goodbye from us, Amigos, to u…only loads of good luck and a promise of being friends forever :)I am sure I echo each and every Amigo’s thoughts when I say that we all had an amazing time with u. Ur lil acts of goodness (and a million acts of craziness :) ) made some real good memories which will stay with all of us all through, be it ur supposedly funny jokes (FYI, people laugh at them solely out of sympathy..nothin more nothin less :) ) or Kulli’s and ur’s group net-send messages (weird and out-of-context r the 2 adjectives which best describe those messages :) ). All of us, at some point or another, have seen an amazing friend (yes, a friend is hidden really, really, really really, really,really,really deep down inside this cruel monster ;) ) in Nikesh :)It’s difficult 2 wish farewell but all of us hope sincerely from our hearts that u have an awesome life and fantastic friends out there. As u say goodbye 2 Wipro, we, Amigos, wish u loads of good luck n best wishes. May life always give u a million reasons 2 smile. God bless :)Finally, the most important thing..before I forget…always remember one thing about Amigos…”We were ALWAYS laughing AT u, not WITH u “ :)Three cheers for Nikesh..Hip “his” hurray :)Kai kodu Amigos :)

A sEnSiBlE Song!!! for My FrNd

One of my frnds sent me this lovely song yesterday....thank you......this being one my frnds bday i dedicate this song to her....Hey Blindy/Vd/Vaids...enjoy madi!!

Yesterday I saw the sun shinin',
And the leaves were fallin' down softly,
My cold hands needed a warm, warm touch,
And I was thinkin' about you.
Here I am lookin' for signs to lead me,
You hold my hand, but do you really need me?
But I'll be thinkin' about you,
I'll be thinkin' about you.
When you sail across the ocean waters,
And you reach the other side safely,
Could you smile a little smile for me? 'cause
I'll be thinkin' about you,
I'll be thinkin' about you,
I'll be thinkin' about you,
I'll be thinkin' about you...